I wish I could blame my current mood swings on "that time of the month" but that would be a huge lie and complete insult to my sex. I had my first audition for graduate school last Sunday, which went amazingly well. However, my focus is decidedly elsewhere. I'm leaving for NYC on Friday and I'm in total denial. I need the break but it's stressing me out more than it's worth.
Every time I feel like I'm finally grasping my job, I get a swift kick to the ego. I wasn't qualified for this. Period. This entire job is accounting. I am horrible, repeat, horrible with numbers. My brain just can't wrap around them. If something doesn't add up, I get frustrated. Also, these vouchers are a mess. I've never been trained (really) on how to properly do them. With all due respect, even the training is highly lacking. They don't go over how detailed they need to be or how to compensate for a limited amount of writing space. I hate this. It makes me feel inadequate and stupid. Two things that I know I am not. If I can grasp 19th century philosophy, I should be able to grasp peoplesoft. Arg.
I skipped Pilates last night for no real reason other than laziness. Perhaps that is why I'm feeling out of sync today. I need a really fun, relaxed weekend with my friends. I think that would be the cure for the common life. Maybe we should go to Disney World in April or something. Any takers?
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Disney World!!! Ahhh! We can get jobs as princesses like in Girl Interrupted. You can be Belle, I'll be Snow White. Kelly can be Mulan.
I just blurted out this weird laugh that clearly disturbed my co-worker.
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