Pilates and the Other Changes.

Break ups and life alterations have different effects on different people. Usually, after one or both of these events, I cut off or dye my hair. I guess it's a cleansing process or an attempt to make myself unrecognizable to avoid awkward situations. Well, I didn't do the ritualistic cutting this time. Instead, I started taking pilates. This may be a desperate attempt to be ripped and sexy by the next encounter with any of my exes but I think it's not that superficial. I just want to feel strong. I want to feel as though I can conquer anything because currently, I feel helpless and weak. The more I realize how much has changed in the past year, the more I feel lost. I have a great job. I have a ton of wonderful support and love from friends and family and I am very thankful for it. However, it is the lack of support from myself that has me bothered. Thus, I am letting my pilates instructor, Steve, kick my ass. It's already working. I feel a sense of accomplishment when I'm finished and it's actually fun. I'm getting stronger. It's apparently a physiological process where by developing physical strength, you will also develop mental and emotional strength. At least, I hope so. My question is, is there ever a point in life where you don't feel lost?