Ex Resurrection

I just found out that my ex, Matt, was in town over Thanksgiving and he didn't call me. I don't really know how to feel about that. Part of me is very hurt, the other part of me is not surprised. I am moving on. I know I am but I feel like whenever I move a little bit forward I get shoved way back. I can't really pinpoint why I'm reacting the way I am. I need space from him. I wanted space from him but I also want him to crawl on his knees from Colorado for me. I hate this.