Possibilities.

The world has stretched out before me beckoning me to choose where I want to go. I have nothing tying me to anything after October. I'm debating between three cities: London, Brooklyn and Charleston. Each one has pros and cons of course but I'm almost certain that one of them will fall into place when I need it to. I can't stay at my job after August or I will absolutely shrivel into a pile of discontent. I love Greenville but I am tired of meeting people who know all of the people I already know. Right now it is just a question of what I want to do with my life. My mom suggested that I don't try and figure that out while I'm here. She told me to move to a city that I really love and then try to figure it out there. That way, if it doesn't work out, I will still be in a good place.

I didn't get into grad school but I missed it by a narrow margin. I'm closer to getting in than I've ever been but I'm not sure if it's what I want anymore. I've chased this dream for so long but now it's fading into the background as I enjoy finding out what else I'm interested in. I have a lot of very different ambitions I'm exploring. I'm just working it out as I go and not really dealing with the rest. It hurt not getting into grad school but dreams change and maybe it's time mine did.

Relationships continue to confuse me and this small world in which we live continues to shrink. There have been several full circle events in the last few weeks and all of them have yielded positive results. It really is funny just how interconnected we all are. Everything happens for a reason and I'm interested in discovering the reasons in the upcoming weeks or months.

I have a clean slate, now I just have to figure out what to write on it.