I can't even contract the flu from a school that has made national headlines due to the percentage of infecties. I contract a "virus with flu-like symptoms." Essentially, I have the flu but I don't have the leverage to take the time I need to really recover. Not to mention, I ain't got the sick leave built up in order to recover.
I miss my life. I know this has become a reoccuring theme in my blog but I really miss that thing called life. I had some friends from college in town for this theatre festival we hosted and it was so good to see them. I had this girl, Liz, whom I've never met approach me and tell me that I am a legend at the college. Apparently, people talk about how cool I am, etc. I felt like a big dissappointment. I'm not doing what I want to do. I have no social life. I'm not acting. I punch numbers. At the same time, I briefly felt like the person I once was; The mother hen, the mentor, the one who works her ass off. I was a damn awesome person in college and I know that I still have her within me. I just hope my growing up doesn't suffocate her.
I feel like doo doo.
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